Its an up and down world. The last month has been difficult, but everyday my mindset and attitude improve. There have been a few times where I have had to force myself into a postive mood. Changing over thirty years of programming in a couple of months is an interesting feat, and as I find bugs that have slipped through the net. Overal in myself I feel more postive and better. It reminds me of the poster in Fox Mulders office saying “I Want To Believe”. I need to believe in ME, as there’s lots of good stuff happening at the moment, and it feels like everything is starting to pull together. I have to learn to trust my judgement, have faith and desire. I just have to remind myself sometimes.